having waited for so long, the day is finally fast approaching...
finally...
to home, to family, and to finally be declared as married.......
9th April 2009.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
新年啦！- 2
牛牛来啦！ 今年有点不一样，皆因我不在家里，所以呢，团圆饭就有些少唔同啦。。。
今年的主题系。。。。。 家常便饭。。。
够简单吧？ 饱肚就好啦。。。
新年快乐！万事如意！发大财啊！！！！！！！
Friday, January 23, 2009
Home
Today was a hot hot day. I was already soaking in sweat even before I reached half way point.
The rest of the journey is just not worth mentioning. Hot. Sweaty. Stuffy. Dusty. That's about to sum it up.
I normally listened to my ipod while walking, and one side of the earphone is not working. So I can only enjoy half the fun of listening to the songs.
As I was skipping songs, I found this.
"Home" by Michael Buble.
The music starts, tears followed....
This is a really really good song, so, I dedicate this song to all that can't be home with their loved ones during this festive season.
May everyone has a prosperous, and blessed CNY!
恭喜发财！！！
The rest of the journey is just not worth mentioning. Hot. Sweaty. Stuffy. Dusty. That's about to sum it up.
I normally listened to my ipod while walking, and one side of the earphone is not working. So I can only enjoy half the fun of listening to the songs.
As I was skipping songs, I found this.
"Home" by Michael Buble.
The music starts, tears followed....
This is a really really good song, so, I dedicate this song to all that can't be home with their loved ones during this festive season.
May everyone has a prosperous, and blessed CNY!
恭喜发财！！！
Saturday, January 17, 2009
my day
Today's a day which I've decided that I'll sit in and basically, watch Bleach, msn, cook and do nothing productive.
It's 8pm. And I must say, I've succeeded. I've watched Bleach, however still some more to finish. I've msn-ed. I've cooked. And I've done nothing productive. Great.
My Lunch...
My fried rice. With cabbage, ham, mixed vegetable, pork, cucumber and of course rice. I thought I've over cooked it, but no... it wasn't over cooked and it actually is quite good. Haha... cooked too much though...
Then, it's my dinner...
It is a failure. Haha...I fried a fish. Or so I thought. I still finished the whole fish, but hmmmm... just not what I hoped it would turn out to be. Haha... Maybe I've messed up the methods to fry a fish. Hmmmm, come to think of it. I don't even know how to properly fry a fish... how could I mess it up then?
And of course, tomatoes with eggs. Mom taught me how to cook this before. I've tried once back in KL. It was a failure then. And it's a failure now. At least, I've maintained the standard. But, of course, I still finished it.
I do enjoy cooking, just that, I've no clue as to how to cook a meal that's presentable and tasty. Hopefully, as I try, I'll learn and be one day able to cook something that's presentable and tasty.
For now, I'll settle for a meal that can fill my tummy.....
It's 8pm. And I must say, I've succeeded. I've watched Bleach, however still some more to finish. I've msn-ed. I've cooked. And I've done nothing productive. Great.
My Lunch...
My fried rice. With cabbage, ham, mixed vegetable, pork, cucumber and of course rice. I thought I've over cooked it, but no... it wasn't over cooked and it actually is quite good. Haha... cooked too much though...
Then, it's my dinner...
It is a failure. Haha...I fried a fish. Or so I thought. I still finished the whole fish, but hmmmm... just not what I hoped it would turn out to be. Haha... Maybe I've messed up the methods to fry a fish. Hmmmm, come to think of it. I don't even know how to properly fry a fish... how could I mess it up then?
And of course, tomatoes with eggs. Mom taught me how to cook this before. I've tried once back in KL. It was a failure then. And it's a failure now. At least, I've maintained the standard. But, of course, I still finished it.
I do enjoy cooking, just that, I've no clue as to how to cook a meal that's presentable and tasty. Hopefully, as I try, I'll learn and be one day able to cook something that's presentable and tasty.
For now, I'll settle for a meal that can fill my tummy.....
Thursday, January 15, 2009
纸系包唔住火
I knew this phrase since a little kid. Teachers always used this to remind us never to lie, about anything. Be an honest person.
I do think that, generally, I'm an honest person. But there're times when I lied, quite good at that i must say, for different reasons.
But I've never liked lying, because I do feel guilty and I would always have to lie again just to cover the first lie. This is just never ending, a vicious cycle. Torturing for the person if you have to lie over and over again just so that your very first lie is not discovered.
Can you imagine how hard that would be? I can.
But all things have to end. Including your vicious cycle of lying. And my biggest lie to her has finally ended. Bocor-ed.
I knew from the first day when I decided to move to BKK that she'll find out sooner or later. I could have find ways to prevent her from knowing, but I just didn't know how to. I didn't know how to tell her the truth. I still remembered I lied to her when she asked me about it before I came to BKK. I just said, no such things. I denied. It hurt me a lot when I said that.
I thought by not telling her, I would save her a lot of unneccesary stress. How wrong was I. Letting her find out by this way is even more stressful than if I have told her in the beginning.
I don't know why exactly I chose not to tell her in the beginning. Maybe because I knew she would not approve of me having so many CC, as it would ultimately lead to more debts. But I thought I wasn't going to use it at all. I guess I was wrong. Very wrong.
Now that she has known about the existence of it, it became the least of her worries. Her biggest worries would be me lying to her. She's heart broken because of this. Not because of the CC, but because I lied to her.
I felt so sorry to her for not telling her about the CC. But most of all, I'm sorry that I lied to her. This is not good at all. Not good for our relationship. Not good for anything.
I'm sorry is all I can say. And a promise that I would not lie to her again. About anything. No matter how good intention is. Just no more lies.
No more.
I do think that, generally, I'm an honest person. But there're times when I lied, quite good at that i must say, for different reasons.
But I've never liked lying, because I do feel guilty and I would always have to lie again just to cover the first lie. This is just never ending, a vicious cycle. Torturing for the person if you have to lie over and over again just so that your very first lie is not discovered.
Can you imagine how hard that would be? I can.
But all things have to end. Including your vicious cycle of lying. And my biggest lie to her has finally ended. Bocor-ed.
I knew from the first day when I decided to move to BKK that she'll find out sooner or later. I could have find ways to prevent her from knowing, but I just didn't know how to. I didn't know how to tell her the truth. I still remembered I lied to her when she asked me about it before I came to BKK. I just said, no such things. I denied. It hurt me a lot when I said that.
I thought by not telling her, I would save her a lot of unneccesary stress. How wrong was I. Letting her find out by this way is even more stressful than if I have told her in the beginning.
I don't know why exactly I chose not to tell her in the beginning. Maybe because I knew she would not approve of me having so many CC, as it would ultimately lead to more debts. But I thought I wasn't going to use it at all. I guess I was wrong. Very wrong.
Now that she has known about the existence of it, it became the least of her worries. Her biggest worries would be me lying to her. She's heart broken because of this. Not because of the CC, but because I lied to her.
I felt so sorry to her for not telling her about the CC. But most of all, I'm sorry that I lied to her. This is not good at all. Not good for our relationship. Not good for anything.
I'm sorry is all I can say. And a promise that I would not lie to her again. About anything. No matter how good intention is. Just no more lies.
No more.
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