天真而且很傻

阿娇= 天真，很傻？？？





i don't think so....

新年啦！！！

恭喜发财！！！！ 今天是大年初一，那理所当然昨晚就是。。。

万众期待。。。。。

全城瞩目。。。。。

除夕夜咯！

又到了一年一度， 大家坐在一起吃团圆饭的时候。 但今年就有一点不一样了，因为我哥就刚刚在去年尾娶了个美丽的老婆， 所以就多了一个人。

大家围在一起的吃饭的感觉就很温馨，很乐融融。。。 这就是团圆的意思吧。。。

我们的团圆饭menu:
1) 清蒸石斑 - RM 30
2) 烧鸭与烧肉 - RM 30
3) 冬菇，broccoli, 鱼漂- RM 25
4) 鱼生- RM 30
5) 紫菜鱼丸汤- RM 20
6) 生菜- RM 5
7) 一家人开开心心吃团圆饭- Priceless

潇洒

It's never easy as it seems to let go of something. Be it a car, old magazines or memories.

There was a time when i had to let go of something, a memory---- a painful memory. It was a struggle-- it is still a struggle-- to come to terms with it.

I tried real hard, i think, to let it go. Just move on, i told myself. But it wasn't easy. No. It was close to impossible.

I tried, it failed. Again i tried, again i failed. Gaining little success each try.

A song and its lyrics struck my heart recently;

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
面對　出局的紅卡
此時　只能裝聾作啞

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
淡然一句　做朋友吧
把我的心　敲碎了　那一剎

If he was just some nobody, maybe i could easily let the memory goes and just simply forget about it. But he wasn't just some nobody, he was SOMEBODY.

However, i'm determined to do whatever it takes to get myself over this struggle and learn to accept what has been and look forward to what can be.

So, i leave to you this song...

不管未来会怎麽样
至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎麽样
至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏
因为我真心对你

总有些话是不能提
怕你会掉入选择题
我把情感自私的那一面
隐藏在黑夜里

Enjoy....

reason

This is a blog, where people write about their stories, their feelings, their opinions, their thoughts on just about anything. You can write about your friends' weddings, how ever good looking you are, and you can even write about how big, or how small, your dick is. I know one that writes about balls and coconuts....

So, naturally, when you write, you'll expect someone would read it. Now, maybe not many would read it, but at least, there's a chance of someone, accidentally or unknowingly, stumble upon your blog and reads about it. I'm hoping some would, eventually, stumble upon this blog...

I read a lot blogs, all sorts of blogs. Blogs written by friends, people i do not know and even my sister's blog. And sometimes, i wonder about the things these people write about. Some are really funny, e.g. osim ad by kenny sia, some are nothing but stupid (in my biased opinion)...

But irregardless of what these people write, one thing that i admire them is their ability to write. I, for one, am trying to learn to write.

Not just writing, but being able to write to intrigue, ok, maybe that's too much to ask. But at least i was hoping to be able to write what's on my mind.

This may seem easy to some, but definitely not to me. I have this writing block-- i don't even know if it's considered one-- i'm afraid what i write would offend others.

I've read comments by readers that sounds similar to a death threat, and some mild ones, that simply say "your blog sucks". And i've read the responses by the writers to all these comments, most of them would say "fuck you! this is my blog and i can write what i want! if you don't like it, don't read it!"

I know i would resort to such response if i ever get any cruel comments, but deep inside, i'm asking myself, whether this is really the way to do it. I mean, some comments may sound harsh, but they do have the right to voice their opinion just as the writers have the right to publish their writings.

So, i, again, asked myself if i'm able to take all comments graciously or not. And the answer is, i can't. I'm too stubborn and egoistic to ever admit that my writing sucks.

That's the reason why i do not update my blog often.