潇洒

It's never easy as it seems to let go of something. Be it a car, old magazines or memories.

There was a time when i had to let go of something, a memory---- a painful memory. It was a struggle-- it is still a struggle-- to come to terms with it.

I tried real hard, i think, to let it go. Just move on, i told myself. But it wasn't easy. No. It was close to impossible.

I tried, it failed. Again i tried, again i failed. Gaining little success each try.

A song and its lyrics struck my heart recently;

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
面對　出局的紅卡
此時　只能裝聾作啞

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
淡然一句　做朋友吧
把我的心　敲碎了　那一剎

If he was just some nobody, maybe i could easily let the memory goes and just simply forget about it. But he wasn't just some nobody, he was SOMEBODY.

However, i'm determined to do whatever it takes to get myself over this struggle and learn to accept what has been and look forward to what can be.

So, i leave to you this song...

不管未来会怎麽样
至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎麽样
至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏
因为我真心对你

总有些话是不能提
怕你会掉入选择题
我把情感自私的那一面
隐藏在黑夜里

Enjoy....